Complex Being Complex

 I've spent minutes, hours , weeks , days , months waiting for something that came at my own discretion. Waiting for a hero I've learned is just a complex everyone 

Wants to be the holder to and others are so far gone they can careless for heros. Avoided all the door ways God left open for you to escape from. But... you chose to stay and for that you've convinced yourself that you are better where you are at for what ever reasons yourve created......

I can never !!!! 

I've spent to much time waiting that I've created this complex of my own. 

One that others fear , love , adore , resent. 

But let me tell you I did nothing but let others make the ultimate sacrifice of showing me I was nothing.. 

For me to rise and gain everything. 

Cause that's the complex I've made....